If you’d let me I’d hold you, not just your hand or your body, but also your heart.
I’d let you rest on me. You can come to me and relax knowing I will love you, never judge you.
I will be your home, if you choose me. I will show you the love I am capable of and more. Arms always open to welcome you in; to welcome you home.
I will walk with you, your hand and heart safe in mine
because i think that maybe someday if i keep writing, it will be a perfect accident that i finally say how you make me feel; because lord knows i cant form the words on purpose. its like trying to hold air. its in my hands, i just cant actually touch it. i feel a lot of things, you know, and i could tell you how im feeing all day long. however the way i feel about you.. the way you make me feel.. its something i cant quite describe. i cant even describe the way i cant describe it haha. there is not one adjective in the dictionary i would use to decribe you; my heart has made up a word i havent been able to understand yet.
"something always brings me back to you, it never takes too long." one of my favorite songs.. it used to be my favorite for sad reasons. now its comes from the happiest place of my heart. we left that college under the impression that we would not see eachother for so long, and yet here we are, seeing eachother a majority of the time. and i realize, i dont want to not see you. i love seeing you. i love looking at those baby face features, i realized as the lights of a hundred passings cars on the freeway illuminated the rugged man underneath. sometimes i can catch the same look in your eye i like to let come over mine. you ask me whats wrong, and the funny thing is absolutely nothing. in fact, when im looking away at seemingly nothing, the passings cars on a moonlit freeway, the tall pine trees on sawmill flat, the rain falling outside your window; im just admiring the world as it is right in that moment; because in the moment i am entirely too content with my life. im just soaking it all in. i think i love you.
“Two years after losing his wife to cancer, a man re-created his wedding photos with their young daughter.”